The depression, is licking at my heels. I can feel it starting way in the back of my mind. I hope I can stop it from taking me over. I just feel sad and tired and blah. Nothing seems good anymore. I just don't care.
This sucks. I wish I could talk to T, but she's gone. I miss her.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV 
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost