((((((((((((lovebirds))))))))))))

I'm not pleased for you...though I am for me. I thought I was the only one to have this issue. I mean I have found a measure of peace and I am happy I have it, but no matter how much I have forgiven, or completely released each person who I have wronged and who has wronged me even it it were a two way situation, I've never ever been able to drop a word that they have said to me, or the way it made me feel.

I don't think badly of them I don't get angry I don't want revenge I'd rather they be happy, but no matter what I can't stop the exchanges going around in my head; over and over like a stuck stylus. It just won't shut up, won't stop. I have to keep myself occupied constantly in order to drown it out....I dread bed time...it's like being buzzed at by mozzies all night but not being able to swat them enough to get rid of them.

If I find a solution I'll share it with you...If you find one, please share it with me,

Rhian