Thanks to the angels who guided you to your friends house instead of acting on your lost intentions. I am a big believer in angels or whatever you want to call that energy force that gives us cause to do something that will bring us back to safety, if we listen. Thank goodness you listened and found your way back to safety.

You are where you need to be right now sweety. Glad to hear the doctor has adjusted your meds. I hear all the times about how anti-D's can trigger SI's.

Your dad is angry because he loves you, doesn't want to loose you and is frustrated that he doesn't know how to help you. I lost more than a few friends post attempts. Unless you have been there you can't understand how the defeated talk gets to you. Hopefully your dad will come around when the shock and hurt wears thinner.

Take it slow is probably wise advise right now. Get the meds working for you instead of against you and take one step at a time from there. You are getting the care you need and it will get better.

Wishing you well. May the sun shine through your windows today.