Hi all, thank you immensely for taking the time to share your thoughts.
I am reading your replies carefully and thoroughly.
Rhiannonsmoon,
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you have "want what you can't have" syndrome
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This is actually how it feels. Like an uncontrollable, almost childish, subconscious desire. Because I have been denied, part of me can not handle it.
It's weird, I have been rejected in the past, and it's never bothered me, because I had no true interest in relationships, but now... it felt like I was ready. I guess I just can't come to terms with the fact that others may not be ready, just because I want them to be! It's stupidity, but it's how my mind seems to be reacting. Like one side of me can apply reason, logic and common sense, but the other is blind to it. It's like I am fighting with myself
