I told my Bipolar husband if he didn't come home and get the help he needs I will fight to have him recommitted to a hospital. I know I am limited in what I can actually do but I need to do something. Maybe this warning will snap him out of this episode. I am desperate. I can't keep "moving on" like nothing happened just because he can turn his emotions on and off like a switch.

I know, I probably sound obsessive about him but he is my husband, the love of my life and he's sick and I can't just let him go. I cannot do it even if it kills me. I feel so strongly about this and nobody understands. That's all I hear is to let him go because he'll never get better and I'll have to keep dealing with his outbursts but I want to. Does that make me wrong or does it mean I love and am committed to my husband?

I don't want to move on with my life without him. I simply can't. That's not a suicide threat or anything it's just a fact, I will never be able to be happy and love again without him.