I agree with Perna and you need to stop the drinking. I have learned from personal experience to think before I speak. I had a tendency to hurt people's feelings in a heartbeat and I didn't and still don't drink. It was like I have been hurt and I want to hurt someone else. I had to realize I have an arguementative attitude and I have to keep in check. On the plus side, when my boss noticed how hard I was trying to correct myself and the change I had made, she commended me.