great Belle....it looks like everything is going well....

wow....I can't imagine somewhere else in the world is winter right now...JULY...WINTER....WOW....it's interesting how we are programmed....I was born in July....and July is always summer to me....hehehe....love to see Australia....heard that is very beautiful....

I will start getting on my online dating soon....my mum is here another two weeks....gosh...she opened Facebook account....I really don't like to add her into my personal life that much....oh god...that's so difficult now....I love her, but she's so unpredictable and not sure what she will write or do on the FB....I lost so many relationship, even a job over her attitudes....it's like a nightmare adding my family to my friends....am I crazy????

enjoy your new relationship....it's so good to feel all those emotions....hope I can do that too....I'm just so scared to get hurt that I covered myself with a shell.....not sure how to get out of the shell....probably, I need to see a therapist....

plus...four weeks is nothing....it will go very fast....