I'm sorry for the self-loathing attitude. But when I look in the mirror, all I see is a fat girl. I'm in a bad mood today, I'm sorry. Maybe this bad spell will only last awhile. But I always have felt so fat. I don't think I'll ever like my body. Can I have some hugs please? I feel like everyone here thinks I'm this happy girl when even I have bad days too. And it began with a glance into the mirror.