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Sending you many hugs. I know the feelings you are struggling with, and it is very tough to deal with. Would it perhaps help to point out a part of yourself that you do like? It doesn't even have to be physical...it could be inside. Maybe you like your eyes, your hair, or on the inside, maybe you like your sense of humour, your honesty, your kindness...the possibilities are endless. I hope you feel better soon.