im really glad u havent either. It suxs having 2fight those urges and always having those self harm thoughts. But in the end its worth not doing it because of the fear u get from having 2hide it the anger u feel at urself for having done it that causes u 2make u want 2do it more. Pm me if u feel this way agaian. I usual check this every hour cause its on my phone. Im here 4u and please dont be down on urself. Hugs