It's been quite some time since I have posted.

My husband has left me. He said he is an a@@ hole and a mean old bas@#$* and I deserve better than him.

I think he's a big chicken - this man who leaves rather than sticks it out, gets the help he needs, and works on the relationship.

I know I'll be better off in the long run, I'm just really afraid right now. Really afraid!!