(((sixelalost)))

Thank you for sharing your story with us here. I have found that it does help to talk to other people about what is going on in the head. If you can find a trained professional who would just be willing to talk to you, it might help.

In the meantime, please know that we all have a 'shadow' side. We all have things inside that we are afraid to share or that we are ashamed of. If we don't allow those thoughts to come out in a healthy way, they can become consuming.

Listen to the woman. I don't know you, but I do know that all human beings are deserving of life and happiness. Any voice that supports life is a voice worth listening to.

Be safe and I hope that you can find someone you can talk to about all of this. Always feel free to come back here and let us know how you are doing.