Thanks for sharing ((rkba97)) and good for you in trying to stay away from alcohol. Personally I hate it because my brother passed from deliberate alcohol poisoning 2 yrs ago. Another brother of mine had bipolar illness and alcohol always made him much worse mentally and messed up his medication. My mother was a binge drinker - so this is why I can't stand it. It's truly a poison to your liver and brain - you're better off without it for sure. I pray you remain strong and don't hesitate to get support from groups like AA for reinforcement.