Thank you, thank you, thank you

I needed to hear everything that you wrote (and wrote beautifully I might add ). I am over thinking everything.
I can't control the future and you are right I am spending time dwelling on the negatives rather than just feeling the love...
I have to give this my all or it's not going to work and progress.
Perhaps I should see my T and just talk out all of the insecurities before Louis comes back...

I spoke/video call on Skype last night... it felt like he was right there with me other than the fact it was just him on a computer screen lol. I woke up smiling, am still smiling when I think of the silly bugger kissing the screen last night..

Sanity, my gentlemen friend who I walk with on Sunday mornings is 58... he has just found a really nice woman too (so both of us are cheekily smiling all of the time)... it seems to me that the relationships later in life are wonderful, full of joy and romance so in 5 years I bet you will find someone special