Susan, you did it!!!!! You're not selfish at all. To take care of yourself is one of the most unselfish things you can do. There are lots of people who do care about you even when you're going towards the within.

I understand your post. I understand sometimes you don't feel worthy of love so therefore believe it can not truely exist for you. But it does and I'm glad you're starting to see that. ((((((((((Susan)))))))))))