I changed meds about 2 weeks ago and am still all over the place. I think they pushed me into hypomania for 4 days or so, and now I'm back down, with depression lapping at my heals.
It's not easy, but I hope you can find some consolation in the fact that you are not dealing with these things on your own.

I see you like horses - they are the most amazing therapists - go spend some time around them. They bring your real emotions to the fore and allow you to experience and deal with the emotions.

(((HUGS))