You're not inconsequential or invisible sanityseeker, I just move slow...I was thinking to myself the other day "Oooh I can feel it creeping up on me" and I was trying to hide from it. Didn't work and I spent a day crying and spent the night in the dark watching tv with tears just streaming down my face. I didn't mind that because for every tear endorphins were being released into my blood and I knew that within a time I'd feel better I had to I couldn't stay like that for much longer.

I have never hated anyone, but I hate depression, anxiety and panic I don't hate the agoraphobia I'm quite comfy with that....what I'm trying to say is that I know what you are feeling and I know the bitter pain that engulfs you. But if you push through, there is relief even though it doesn't feel like it at the time...

Giving you my support and hoping that you rise out of this soon

Rhian