Take things one step and one day at a time and don't put pressure on yourself. Your husband loves you and that is a major hurdle already taken, you're seeing the psych thats another one coming up, when you have seen them, thats another and count every day that you don't drink starting from the day after the last drink you had.

There is a huge amount of support here and with all this and with the love of your husband you are a winner,

Breathe in Inner Peace and Contentment and breathe out Unconditional Love with every breath,

Rhian