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Yoshi · Jul 07, 2010, 06:35 PM

I just want to ask god, what have I done to deserve this.

I've been having serious medical problems since I was 10, its giving me so much stress.

I feel like i'm hurting everyone around me because i'm not we'll, all because i've been born into the world with these ****ed up problems.
All my friends are so scared for me, and it makes me cry so much, I just feel like **** because of my medical issues.

I feel like that I will never be able to have a family, a husband, nothing.

I feel so lonely, and loved at the same time, if that even makes sence.
I do not want to end up hurting everyone, I dont know why I get close to people or even have friends.
Why do I deserve to be torchured?!

I seriouslly just want to end my life, to stop my pain, and everyone elses pain so hopefully they can get over me sooner. Though I'm not going to end my life, but I sure want to.

Idk what to do with myself anymore, I feel like I need to avoid everyone, but theres always those few people that you could never avoid