Right now I'm going through a period of not eating... hardly anything at all. I go through these period sometimes, last time was earlier in the summer and before that, in 2003 as far as I remember, though I think it's strange that I would not have done it last summer too but I was still struggling a lot from depression then.

Anyway, I'm going out for a meal with a guy tomorrow and I so do not want to eat, maybe I'll just have a drink or something. idk why it is that I'm starving myself, sometimes it is self-punishment but most of the time I do just because ... and then in a week or so I'll be seeing the dr re: my meds and I am sure she will ask me what my eating is like since she always does since I've been dxed with depression... but then maybe I'll be eating normally by then, my restricting usually goes on for a couple of weeks and then I get bored with it because it causes quite a lot of hassle and inconvenience. And I haven't even lost much weight about 10lb in 2 weeks... ah well, I'm just having a moan here I'm a bit concerned because I know my eating is not normal but I think it will probably be ok in a couple of weeks or so...