Well I went to see my pdoc today. He believes from how my moods are going bonkers now that I am bipolar. The cyclothymia was just a precursor to this happening. So he doubled my Topomax but left my Cymbalta the same. I go back to see him in 2 weeks. I hope this works.I dont like feeling like I am slipping like this. I want to be the happy , giggly, helpful , caring and supportive Bethy that I hope all of you can count on me being, yeah including myself. Thanks always for your kind words and support !

Hugz~
Bethy