The first time telling is the hardest. when I did my mind played on every scenerio possible about my therapist reaction. and NOT A ONE hit the nail on the head since they were all against me type things. Hang in there you will soon know (the next time you talk to you therapist) that everything is truely ok. It is ok that you tell now. You are an adult and your abuser can never hurt you now. I am glad you were able to tell.