((((((((Peaches)))))))))

Something I notice is that when you decide to go with your gut feeling and schedule an extra appointment, or a make-up appointment, or when T offers you an appointment that you think is inconveniencing her, you almost immediately change your mind. Maybe this pattern is something to discuss, if you haven't already.

You obviously feel bad about having only 20 minutes this week and you chose to do something positive for yourself by asking if you could see your T again. So, why did you change your mind?

I'm really sorry you're having such a hard time with therapy lately.