Sometimes I wonder, "WHY ME"
I am at a job that I once loved, but my coworkers have really made it miserabe for me. My hours have been cut to nearly non existing, and I don't know how much more of the back stabbing I can take. They want me to quit, but I refuse. The boss doesn't like me, and that is all that it amounts to. Can't say that she is my favorite person, either, but I have people to take care of, and if not for them, I would have put in my resignation a long time ago. To think that that would be enough, I received a letter from my Dr. today, and I have to go in for a procedure-biopsy, and may need surgery.
I guess that most people would be able to handle the load, but I don't do good with stress, and all I have been able to do is cry this afternoon. My husband is upset, because he just doesn't know how to handle it when I cry. I can't help it. I am so scared, and I am tired..It is a beautiful day outside, but I can't even bring myself to step foot outside right now. Thanks for listening...I really needed to get that off of my chest, and don't feel that I have anyone to turn to right now.
(((to all)))
inthedark