Do you know the story of The City Mouse and the Country Mouse?

http://www.storyit.com/Classics/Stor...untrymouse.htm

Think of your two deserve/don't deserve parts like that; feel sorry for the poor don't deserve portion of you but explore that world ("why" don't you deserve) and find it's not quite like you assume. In other words, get to know yourself better and you'll find good things you didn't realize and a couple bad things but it's all "you" and comfortable, who you want to be.