Hi Everyone: I am now 2 yrs. and 5 mos into my grief. My husband , 45 yrs old committed suicide and it has been so hard to just get through the day. We were married 25 yrs. and I am so lonely without him. Everyone says it will get better, but I don't think so. I am on anti-depressants and go to therapy, but I just can't get how someone can do this. I go over it again and again. I think about it every day. To make matters worse, my in-laws that I have known for 30 yrs. blame me for his death. They even blame our daughter(16 yrs) old too and send her nasty cards and leave messages on her cell phone. I can't even leave something nice at the cemetary as they either take it or break it. This is just driving me nuts..
Thanks for listeneing,
Michele