You're not whining... we all come here to vent,rant or amble in search of empathy or advice. No shame in that, it's what your PC family is for
It's just horrid what your doctors are putting you through,even I WANT TO CUSS!!!
Billi I wish I could give you a huge hug right now
I hope you find the help you need and deserve soon.
Best wishes XOXO