I have been battling with OCD for as long as I can remember, never thought of it as a problem, then about a month or so ago I got dxd with BipolarII. The intrusive thoughts that go along with my OCD are spinning out of control, and I have decided to tell my pdoc today. Thing is, I've been visiting and revisiting the borderline site quite often in the last 2 months, as I relate so much to the topics that are posted here...

Guess the point is, should I tell my pdoc about this too? That I fit the borderline description? That I relate to what borderliners suffer through on a daily basis, life-wise and relationship - wise? I'm scared he's going to be like my parents and think I'm just looking for things to be wrong with me ( yes, that's what I've been hearing my entire life)

Maybe I should just confess to the OCD today and leave the borderline a question mark for now? I don't know, I just don't know, I just want to be better you know? I just want to be the best me I can be, for now I guess I have to settle for which ever me I wake up to be...