Instead of starting a new thread, figured I'd follow up here with this

So, maybe this inner teenager, who is so angry at being abandoned, needs to have an appt with originalT.

I can probably see him at another center where we works part time, unless there is some "poaching" restriction in place from my HMO.
It would be worth the cash to have a chance to resolve this pain; but if he will not see me then it would be even worse.
I'm really unsure.
this girl is really clawing her way out, pounding on me on the inside.

Did you ever manage to have an appt with an ex-T after you formally went through termination?