Hi, I'm so sorry you're having a bad time of it. Don't know what to say except maybe that you could look for a similar type job after the holidays? I don't know... it's so awful when jobs go sour.

As for your crying... it's okay. Tears are cleansing. I know what you mean about the men in our life not being able to cope with it. Maybe if you told your hubby that if he just held you and told you it will all work out would be a way of "fixing" it. Men are wired to "fix" things and when they can't or don't know how, they get frustrated. They don't realize that they don't always have to "fix it," we can do it ourselves, usually, after a good cry in the arms of our man.