Thanks
Saw my psych nurse on Thursday and he has given me a new anti-psychotic to take alongside the clozaril, and also some diazepam for when things get too hard. Naturally this is only a sticking plaster, but I am seeing him again in a few days to see how I am doing and work out what to do next. Managed to talk to my mam about it and she was really nice, but still worried I may end up back in hospital. Keeping my fingers crossed that it will all work out ok.
And thanks flossy - you have been so supportive and I really do appreciate it
xxx