I appreciate your responses and sorry it took me so long to thank. Its a point of frustration for me, i know there is something wrong , yet cause i have psych involved i wonder if my care overall has been less. Its a sad state to say that, but i just have issues with complaining and explaining how bad im feelling and it looks like its a depression issue, which i do believe in part but also a untended physical issues cause i can't deal with it. Does this make any sense... Well thanks for your responses I appreciate them.