((((maymie))))

I was in that exact position and eventually at 50 I turned around flipped them the bird and said goodbye.

I can't say it was easy because I've loved my baby sister since before she was born and it was hard to walk away, she was the only one who I didn't blame for treating me that way, but I realised she had a choice too, that hurt me the most.

Even though I am in a deep depression because of it I know it will lift eventually because I will finally have a semblence of a life without the abuse and bullying. In honesty the only ones I miss are my grandmother and dad and thats because they are passed. Dad was the only one who stuck up for me, when he died they got worse.

Please maymie take yourself away from this it's not worth the pain. But it is worth YOU are worth better and going through a period of sadness in order to have some peace of mind and start rebuilding your self esteem and personality is worth it too,

Rhian