Thank you very much ((fuzzybear, bptoo, ozzie, septembermorn)) The cyber hugs are wonderful. I am really feeling better now. I get this way sometimes if I have too many negatives all at once. Things will be okay, and my hubby survived my tearfulness
I did get hired part time at another job, so hopefully I will start that soon (not guaranteed any hours right now, though) , and when a full time position opens, I can finally resign from my current job. It will be difficult to leave my "comfort zone" as I have been with current employer for over 10 years.
As far as the medical part, I am not sure what is going on yet, so I'm just trying not to think about it right now.
Thank you all for the ear and all of the kind words. It is nice to know that there are such caring people here.
Inthedark