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Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon
S'ok! blk,
I do hope you find resolution to both sets of issues because I am certain that your partental issue has a powerful effect on your mental state too.
No one deserves to suffer mental anguish especially when they are trying to do the right thing by their responsibilities but is fighting the spectre of blackness and trying to bring a semblance of balance and normality though that is a sliding scale with a different value for each person.
What ever happens just keep plugging away at it and you will eventually have a breakthrough.
Do you actually like your job?
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Thanks for the encouragement. I hate my job. I hate having been laid off a few months ago and now having to work for about 50% of my previous wages and be all excited about it like everyone else seems to be around me.
This thread is giving me some revelation though. I am starting to notice that more time with my family the job allows me the happier I am! Of course this is within limits. My income still has to be high enough to pay the bills without major concerns.
I think that trying to get a job as close to my home as possible while still paying the bills is my new hobby loool!
I live 62 miles away from work in Washington DC. I can't sell my house without effecting my credit due to the housing market collapse. Any job that is not at least 30 miles away is generally very low in pay. Any job that is between 30 and 50 miles away is like a prize around here. Commute time is 2.5 hrs to 3.5 in each direction!
Thanks for your thoughts! I am beginning to find at least SOMETHING that I like to do!