Yeah, mine does change too. I noticed that in journaling, I'd write so much and that's good, *but* I couldn't read it at all later! So realizing my cursive writing was so useless, I decided to block print. Now I can actually read it later(!) It changes in legibility according to mind state, but still generally readable. I can write cursive neatly enough when it's something deliberate, but not at all so when it's more stream-of-consciousness writing. Yes, also with the smaller when depressed. And when I'm really irritated, agitated or just plain PO'd? Holy cow does it ever show in the writing. Not just the words (obviously!), but the script gets big and jaggedy, pressed down hard and all over the place, even tearing through the paper as the words just aren't enough.

Hehe, super super neat's never a problem for me, blueoctober! But I love your F bomb as "verb, adjective and noun", lol, SO true! Pretty sure I could find it used in all three ways in my journals as well as in driving...