I could have wrote that... well, slightly different to match my circumstances and I'm not fit, lol, but seriously I would assume you might have an interest? I try to find worth in myself by trying my best to help out nature, even if it is something as simple as just counting the birds around me and sending it off for scientific research.

But I am often depressed, even if I'm not good at it in real life, I try to talk to people, even if it's just over the internet. Talking out problems helps a lot to.