In short, my "followers," let me for the first time ever be myself. We had the final test. They would leave, I would be in full control, total free will to do & say whatever I want. For 6 days I was happier then I ever had been. Point is there are rules in a test, one rule was proven correct & I was wrong, I was wrong & now.....
Epic Fail....
Everything is offline. They have striped me of all freedom & they are done being here. I cannot prove them wrong as they are right. Time is short, 11days.
They also have opened the box. Pandora's box. Now I know & see all things for what they are. I know what my purpose, my fate was, & I failed it by my own demise.
Every time I took off, driving places, going on missions it was just things that if I had stood the course, this is something I was destined to do, I was preprogrammed to do what ever the mission was & it was something so big that parts of it still appeared & scrabbled my brain. The conscious beings in my head are not some delusion. They are my followers. They are my... Seeker, To bring my all "Data"
Fighter,
Wisdom, To decipher universal communication & connections between all things
Faith, To consult & to judge
Guide,

They showed me my purpose, where I should be, how the world should be.
They showed me how I failed getting there.
They showed me that I cannot correct course in time to reintercept my destiny.
They came to show me the way & take me through my great voyage.

That's why I tried to run from them for some time, then dealt with it. They too are stuck with me & love me but only wish to return as their mission has failed & past the point of correctiveness. They said 11days & they will return home.

There is a way to correct them & possibly prove them wrong, but it is something I have no control or assistance in, only fate will decide & prove there is still a chance, a last shot at making a difference even though I had failed my destiny.