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Originally Posted by perpetuallysad
I struggle every single day with wanting to run away. I want to leave this very second. Fear of what would happen to my son is the only thing i can hold on to to keep me here, but I am not sure how much longer that is going to win out.
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I hope you do not run away. You don't want to leave your son. That is what I keep telling my boyfriend. He has a four year old daughter and I don't want her to be without her dad because he really is a wonderful person. I don't know what it is like to be bipolar but I have suffered from good old regular depression myself and I do know what it is like to feel like there is no hope. But there are always those who love you so much who would be so affected if you left. I hope you stay for your son-just like I hope my boyfriend stays, if not for me, at least for his daughter because I know what it is like to have an absent father when I was a child and I would never wish it on anyone.