I've struggled with dermatillomania for years, with no sign of relief. Medication after medication I've tried, therapy, the works. I'm sick and tired of picking, but I'm sick and tired of trying and failing to stop picking. The discouragement is killing me. I just think it's not worth it anymore. I cannot keep trying new meds. I like my drug cocktail now, except that it doesn't touch the picking issues, so I don't want to mess with it. Has anyone given up and gotten better? Or just given up period? Thoughts in general? I am just so done trying. I don't want to try anymore. Okay fine, I'm a skin picker for life, so there.
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--Edna St. Vincent Millay

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