big ((((((((((((((wwg)))))))))))))
You did nothing to deserve that treatment. Is there anyway you can get out of that house? Call the cops or a trusted adult friend to help you. You do NOT deserve to live in that type of environment, no one does. You are supposed to be safe in your home, and you are definately not safe there. A mother isn't supposed to tell her child that she is going to kill them because of something they did or didn't do. She needs some help. I hope you are able to summon the strength you need to get yourself out of that toxic environment so you can become a healthy person.