Evening there are people who know what you are going through and how it feels. We care whether we've met or not. Don't ever think that just because we have never met that people don't care that is really selling yourself short.
I often got the distinct feeling from my mum that she was disappointed that I didn't die soon after birth as I was supposed to. So I know how it feels to feel unwanted by a parent.
We are here to support you and let you know that we are here even though you feel removed because of the computer. Many's the time I've been literally saved by having this computer close by and one major time was because of PC.
I really hope that you can take a few grounding breaths and understand that we may not be in your room but we do care about you,
Rhian