So everyone, I am lazy and just don't care if I get fired. I'd rather push the envelope and see what happens. I have also identified (with your help) that I would rather be in the electronics field but the field died and I escaped it without even knowing that it died! Maybe it never died. Maybe there were just more computer jobs in comparison and I thought it did? The thing is, the level of qualifications that I had in electronics pales in comparison to my IT qualifications. I did return to electronics a few times when I lost my IT jobs but it wasn't the same because the wages were too low...so it's a double edged sword.

I am just rambling endlessly and I am way behind on sleep. I hope that I have been able to at least get my point across partially and thank you for your useful thoughts and caring.