for one thing i dont plan on dieing and i plan on fighting death with everything i got , so if i was to die id prefer i was fighting, kicking and screaming .going peacefully in the night just doesnt seem my style. lol thats probably why i love this poem by Dylan Thomas

"Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light."(not the full poem not sure i interpreted it right)