(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( deli )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

hug icons can't communicate how much I wish I could be with you today.
Please contact a help line can you?

and keep trying to find pdoc.

Also if you can't find him, yr "Austin-T" may not be the ideal person to go to , but he is someone who has known you for a long time, and cares about you, and can create a safe place for you. Not a matter of trying to talk you into or out of anything.

I am keeping you close to me. please let us know how you go.
love
yr SAWE