I used to believe that I'd have a really long life, much to my dismay. A friend had said that he felt I would, and I believed that he was right. Recently though, I got the idea that if I thought about it hard enough, I would be able to die earlier - a sort of 'I control my own fate' thing.

How I want to die is another story, quite an impossible dream of mine, because I want to die secretly, as in without anyone knowing or ever finding out. I just want to disappear inconspicuously, leaving no trace or evidence whatsoever, and people would either not notice my absence and completely forget me, or perhaps believe me to be still alive and never find out that I died.