I have definately thought about how I will die. I have had tons of dreams where I die in a tornado. I've never seen a tornado or even been really close to one so I'm not sure why I keep dreaming that. It really makes me wonder... However, my home town was basically destroyed by a tornado a few months ago. My brother could hear the tornado from his house but luckily it went around them and they were fine. I was very far away when it happened. I have also dreamed that I was attacked and killed by another person. I think of dying in a car crash too. Also, when my Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome was not controlled I was admitted to the hospital almost every month for a year. I would be severely dehydrated and my potassium would drop into danger levels. I was afraid of having a heart attack and dying from that. I wouldn't say that I worry about it as I believe in life after death in some form or another, but just think about it and wonder how it will be for me... If I could choose, I would go peacefully in my sleep. Seems less scary that way.
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