Well, I asked for what i need right now butnoresponse and isuppose I. Need to ground or something but I am just worn out... I think writing you guys might help but most of me right now is just. ... Idk. I wish I had not ever trusted t to be there when I actually do need him. The cycle of bumping up against him not being able to help when needed most like right now just keeps solidifying the unirse to me. Sorry this is a downer... I had no one else to turn to.