Well dear friends, had a set back the yesterday early evening. Was in the chat room and a topic came up about cutters, and people of that nature and I started feeling really bad, guilt about my daughters. You my oldest is bi-polar and my youngest is borderline personality disorder/she cuts her self, not sure what that is called. But it is very disturbing, and frightening. I'm so affraid one of these times she will go to far.

I feel so guilty about it because I believe that they genectically pre-dissoposed. Also, I wasn't their for them while growing up. First time I am admitting this. Boy is this hard.