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Originally Posted by Babysteps
Do you ever think of how you might die and do you worry or obsess about it. I know we have no control over that but I sometimes think more about death and forget to live.
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I think I will die by my own hand. I really have no doubt and it's a matter time. I chickened out thre months ago and ended up in the hosp. but that didn't work. My big thing is to make it look like an accident and I had a perfect plan, but I told them in the Hosp. I wish I had gone ahead then. The only thing stopping me is what I would do to my family so I have to come up with an accident that won't be questioned.
Sorry about putting the damper on this. Saw my therapist today and did absolutely no good so thats over.
Hope the best for everybody